Dear Scott,
It seems easier when I don't blog, like I can somehow just stuff it all down inside and not feel. But I talk to you constantly. I am so mad at you today. I have to deal with all the shit you left behind. It's not fucking fair. But I love you too. I miss you all the time.
Listening to the Chicks and this song verbalized exactly how I feel.
Without You - by the Chicks
I've sure enjoyed the rain
But I'm looking forward to the sun
You have to feel the pain
When you lose the love you gave someone
I thought by now the time
Would take away these lonely tears
I hope you're doing fine all alone
But where do I go from here?
'Cause without you, I'm not okay
And without you, I've lost my way
My heart's stuck in second place, ooh, ooh
Without you
Well, I never thought I'd be
Lying here without you by my side
It seems unreal to me
That the life you promised was a lie
You made it look so easy
Making love into memories
I guess you got what you wanted
But what about me?
'Cause without you, I'm not okay
And without you, I've lost my way
My heart's stuck in second place, ooh, ooh
Without you
Somebody tell my head
To try to tell my heart
That I'm better off without you
'Cause baby, I can't live
Without you, I'm not okay
And without you, I've lost my way
My heart's stuck in second place, ooh, ooh
Without you
Without you
